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Life is seriously horrible at the moment.

I miss my brothers and dad and even step mum so much.

<<< That's one of my little brothers... I look horrible in every single picture, so I'm not adding any more.

Why can't they live in Christchurch?!

My mum was saying maybe if I wanted I could move up there... but I really wouldn't want to leave her and my school and stuff. I'd be stuck in a tiny town going to a crummy school... NO.

But I know if they moved down here they'd probably miss the 'whanau' (family)... and all their friends. I'd be happy, but they'd probably be miserable.

I'm never going to win.

I'm probably going to go up and visit them for Christmas, and spend my birthday with my mum.

Me and Tahu (my brother) played the maori version of 'tag'. Not that different, but instead of saying 'tag' like normal people do, we say 'pa'. I'm so much faster then him it's so funny!

And guessss what! There's a Tori Amos concert in Sydney, and we happen to have a free ticket to Sydney... !! Only one though, so I'd have to go on my own. It's even at the Opera House, WOW! I'll have to stay with relatives and all that but it's SO WORTH IT!